fought and lost…

April the 19th, a day i’ll never forget for the rest of my life. My beloved mum died because of liver cancer. 8 years ago she got Breast cancer and the time she heard the bad news she started to fight. We all started to fight. We were supporting her as much as possible. She had 2 surgeries and the doctors had to amputate her right breast. everything went good for 3 years and i started travelling for her. i’ve known that she probably never can go far again in her life. She fought and fought. She was the strongest Person i’ve ever seen. Everything went good but the last couple months it went down really fast and she got in really bad conditions. i wad in thailand at the beginnig of 2015 for 2 months where i started climbing seriously. rock climbing always helped me to empty my head just not to think about everything. when i got home my mom looked good but she didn’t felt good. couple weeks later she wasn’t able to walk up the stairs anymore and i went climbing as hard as i could. After she left this wonderfull world i went climbing almost everyday to not to think about everything too much. Rock climbing is the best sport you can do to empty your head and to focus on your self. I’m climbing against cancer. Be strong and never give up. don’t let the cancer win. i never wish that someone has to go through the same as i did. Stay clean and roc on buddies.